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An inspired piece with a light Latin groove. The song is deeply personal and covers trying to act normal while being weighed down with crippling depression. It’s difficult when people are reaching out and you see them and you want them to help you and they just can’t. It’s logical then to make the judgment that you’re just doing this to yourself, and it would all stop if you just wouldn’t overreact -- akin to a toddler smashing their possessions in the midst of a tantrum.

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Lyrics:

Tape my whore mouth shut
Because you don’t wanna hear it
Scream and cry all night
From behind a pillowcase
Take it all outside
Count to ten and try to breathe
But stress is a killer
That stalks you in your sleep

Keep it bottled up
Go on and try to blame yourself
But it’ll always go down like the first time
So let loose and scream and yell

Because life is what I make it
and I’m making my own grave because I
Always flat refuse to see the
Graces that you save

Shut down all the tears
So you won’t think I’ve lost it
But all I think I really need is to
Open up at last
Push you all away
So I don’t have to watch
The frustration rising from rewriting
My inconsolable heart of glass

Life is what I make it
and I’m making my own grave because I
Always flat refuse to see the
Graces that you save
Now I’m standing all alone
My pity party sacred throne
Will overrule the parts of me that are
Trying so hard to get free

Keep it bottled up
Go on and try to blame yourself
But it’ll always go down like the first time
So let loose and give ‘em Hell

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from Love of Lemons, released July 10, 2020

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